gloomy mornin

i'm feelin very stoned this mornin. slept at 1 and woke up at 6.30. far less sleep than what my body requires. think it'll be one long day...

tmr's ah mah's bday. wonderin what we should get for her. a handphone? a digicam? or even a boyfriend. haha. ah mah, u wish. the only one possible present would be a boyfriend. as for the rest.. i'll get them for you when i hit my first million. serious. then you'll be one happy ah mah.

hmm... wonder when would that be anyway.... yes yes, i know i'm dreamin. but that's the motivation i need to carry on livin.

i miss everyone. :(

workin life isdeliously fabulous!

oh my god! i juz realised i haven't blogged in almost 4 months! how time flies... it's been a crazy 3 weeks at work. it is juz so different but luckily things are so bad most of the time. ever since i started workin, i hardly go out with u people. time juz doesn't permit me too. sleep has become very impt. sleepin 7 hours every night is killer. but somehow i gotten used to it.

lots of things have changed over these 4 months... it's all about work now. and little play. damn! how i miss those days when i can slack around. all of u are like...so slack! which makes me real envious. give me the money and i'll go slack with u all!

and yes, i've decided to stop playin mj for awhile. it's bad. luck is bad. no good. i have better use of my $20 and time. tsk..

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i didn't realised it was almost a month since i last logged on. damn! u guys are like busy chattin on the tagboard and i didn't even know. haha.

hey cal...i'm so flattered that u like me. i like u too! but... i'll sacrifice and give u up so that u can go woo ah mah. i think ah mah likes u even more than i do. no wait, she loves you!!! and yes, where's that tons of presents u owe me since dunno when?? like when u say the followin monday u'll strike the $10m toto. everytime it's always the followin monday. don't understand why hasn't it happened??? or has it??? and u've squandered all the money away. that means.... u spent tens of millions of dollars!!!!! dammit! now u owe me a bungalow (bigger than pancake king's), a bmw, and juz $1billion for me to spend. that'll be the life. don't worry about you not havin enough money to spend, i'll have rooms ready in my bungalow for all of you. one person to a room. see my plans?? ok, get the cash ready!

ah mah, u don't be so wat, ok?!?! we all know ur exams ended liao. and ours haven't started. so...u be good. go out, earn some money and give us some for our pocket money. then next time, when we reach 85, we'll support you. we'll feed you, clothe you, and all. good??? if u need help in gettin a job, i could ask my dad (Bill Gates) to get a job on the Microsoft team. but sshhhh...don't tell anyone. otherwise they'll start buggin me. we've kept this secret for like...10 years. so don't blow it! since u're the first person i'm lettin the secret out to.

jerm... dun shop lah. u can shop till you drop and faint and vomit blood when we go for our long long trip. go study. u've got like...one paper left or sth izt??think ur last paper's on..next thursday. yeah anywayz, that's pretty soon. and u ah, juz now i call u go out for supper u din answer my call. neither did u reply my sms. all because of u, yk dun wanna go liao. coz he doesn't wanna go out with me alone. sad. i think he's juz using me as an excuse to see you. damn!
i'm sleepy. i'm going crazy. every night i'm juz thinkin of the upcomin trip. but sad.. it's a long way to go. ok, actually it's juz like...one and a half months to go. that means...it's exactly a month from today that my first paper begins!!!! shittified!

anywayz, all u people, go think what i can do during my 3 day break. from the time i end my paper on the 12th june. till the afternoon i head to bangkok on the 15th. jalene's asked me to go mambo on the 14th. i was thinkin...is it possible to play mahjong for that 3 WHOLE days?? we play till we have juz that little amount of energy left to make it to the airport. haha. we'll look like shit. madness!

oh... i juz found out today that kenneth went to hk! and he didn't even tell me! he didn't even ask me what i wanted from there! guess wat???he asked jun. unfair! *bish*

boring. boring. boring. i shall go dream of wat ah mah and calvin will be givin me real soon. my huge bungalow(remember, i want it to be bigger than pancake king's house!), my BMW, and my $1billion cash. ah mah, u settle with calvin the amount u have to fork out k. u two split the cost. yippee aiyo!!! lovely. now i can get a good night's sleep.

night night.

reveal of su-lin's crush

sleepy. woke up at 6.30am. slept last night at 7.30pm. 11 hours of sleep!!!! but still sleepy. seriously, my body clock is so screwed up to the point of no return. haha.

you know, about wat i said the last time...su-lin's crush... it's no other than daniel zhang! the guy i used to like in oi.. the guy who went steady with deirdre. yeah, i didn't know he liked su-lin for such a long time liao. i have a feelin the crush started in oi. but it's a pity she isn't straight.

another guy kinda popped up in my life. he's a really nice guy. from class. but i dunno how this would work out. don't really wanna repeat what i had gone thru' before. thing is, he knows i've got a bf. oh well, it's too early to say anythin.

oh...the previous guy....ervin... he's got a gf already! that's pretty fast considerin what he claimed, that i was the one and all that shit. hah. nah, this ain't sour grapes. it's like he falls for girls real easily. so this ain't real love, like what he claimed. ok enough said. the past is the past. don't wanna bring it up anymore.

oh yeah, we played mahjong at my house the other day. i lost $9. now they're playin bigger stakes. upgrade from 10-20 cents to 20-40 cents. we played our record-breaking of 3 dongs in a single day. cool! we should try 4 dongs the next time. but that will prob be after our exams. to be exact, prob after yk's and jerm's exams. haha. yk was the sole winner that night. eh, maybe jalene won too. maybe she broke even after treatin us to a plate of sotong. haha. but that tasted pretty good. thanks jal!

back to the books now. study hard people!

bummer

i spent the whole day sleepin again. i'm such a bummer. just found out yesterday that one of my oi frenz had a crush on su-lin all this while. haha. he said su-lin's unpretentious and .. i can't remember the other adjective. yeah anywayz... i shan't tell u who that person is. unless of course.... u bribe me. hahahaha. erm, yes of course i'm talkin about our su-lin. tan su-lin. and he said she isn't straight. i mean, i thought she is already. hmmm...

you know, i'm home almost everyday. all i see everyday are my family members, my baby girl, and the tv. oh yes, and occassionally, my books. Countdown: 61 more days till the exam commences!!! seems like time's passin far too quickly for me to utilise it.

well, i'm sleepy now. shall go to bed. goodnite people.

in a daze

i failed to turn back my body clock. it's still so screwed up. i didn't sleep the night before, and went to bed only at 3pm. i slept all the way till....1+am. couldn't go back to sleep. so i'm up till now.wonderin if i should go sleep coz i'm in a daze. but probably not. not even sure if i'll be going for my 2pm class. it's only one n a half hours though.

im rather proud of myself. did my corporate finance this mornin. after watchin a movie on hbo. very nice. it's called brooke ellison story, or sth like that. not too sure. it's based on a true story. she had an accident when she was 11. and was paralysed neck down ever since. she did well in her life.quite a sad movie.

anywayz, i found this very nice chinese song. dunno wat's the title. it sounds very cute. it's by some group called wang fu yue tuan. and i've been repeatin this track for the past hour. haha. think i'm drivin mad. i wanna drill the damn song into my head.

hmm...so borin. but well, gonna go do my work now.

all smiles

today's a much better day than before. went out with yumin and adrian to lau par sat for dinner. we sat at the satay club there. so smoky lor. i prob have the satay smell.

missed class again today. all coz it rained. i know i'm such a lazy bum. will be gg tmr. it's like.. i've got class from 2-8.15pm. very tiring leh...considerin i haven't been to school for a way way long time. meetin oi people for supper after that. dim sum. at geylang. it's also to celebrate calvin's birthday. i'm not sure if i've mentioned these in the previous post. i'm so excited. yummy food + great people. jalene, yk, jerm, gwynne, calvin, chris + gf, daryl, n me! this is like...gonna be the highest attendance in awhile. coz of this chris...got gf already then stopped going out with us. daryl also. gf too possessive of him. elvin will be in camp (aww...so sad) haha.

still haven't heard from dree yet. i hope she's alright. she's going thru some problems but doesn't wanna tell me about it. that's alright girl, but i juz wanna let u know that i'm always here for you.

you know...my cousin kenneth has been askin jun out. without me. haha. scandalous! but i still love them both! *muakz*